Jaharim Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 I wipe tears from my eyes as I type this. My time here was short, but I've got some real life issues that need be dealt with... mostly my fiancee of three years... I caught her cheating on me. I have lost the gumption for most of the day to day activities... Im sorry, Ill try to keep this a tear-less as possible. Anyway, because I now have an entire life adjustment ahead of me, I probably won't find much time to play anymore for some time to come. I've got to get my life back together before I can even think about enjoyable things such as this wonderful haven from a now very harsh reality. I will still 'troll' the forums as time and will permits, And I thank you all for your kindness and friendliness towords me in the short amount of time I have been able to post here. As such, I am shelving permenantly my character. Tarshan Daeyi. Any who knew the poor mute in the game, I wish you a fond warewell and best wishes in all your endeavors. My friends, Tip a flask for me if you would. Jarred Hayda Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a-guitarist Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 Been in the same position. It sucks, a lot. It was only two years for myself, but, it still hurt like hell. It is going on 9 months since the end, and it will still sometimes grab me by the balls and get me very pissed. My best advice is get out of the house as much as possible, go to the Mall in a section of town she doesn't go to or another town all together. It may sound stupid, but I enjoyed crowded places when I was going through my hell. I told myself, "No matter how ****ty I feel right now... someone here in this mall at this exact moment MUST be having a worse day than me." If you ever want to chat about anything, send me a PM and I'll hit you with an IM handle. a-g Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KRins Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 A woman will tear your soul into tiny pieces if you let them. At the same time, it is one of the most important lessons you can learn. Be strong, move on, but never forget. A-g is right...when things get me down like this (I'm a magnet for shady chicks...) I go places where I can't mope. Regardless of my schedule I make sure to wake up as early as possible, so I don't end up lying in bed until god knows when. It sucks right now, but you will make it. And generally you manage to wander into a far better soul somewhere down the line. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 Kinda the same thing I'm going through...but I have no one but myself to blame in my current situation. Never, EVER, get involved with a woman much older than you. No matter how much of a classic MILF she is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Zrothum Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 19 months later she decides after calling me her soulmate and wanting to have a child with me........I'm too young for her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyzarius Posted October 4, 2008 Report Share Posted October 4, 2008 Nothing burns the heart like treachery. Just remember, this too shall pass. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mali Posted October 5, 2008 Report Share Posted October 5, 2008 Man what a ho. You are better off without her. See you in game whenever you have time to play with us. I liked Tarshan and interacted with him a few times. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aulian Posted October 5, 2008 Report Share Posted October 5, 2008 Take some time, get yourself together man. Theres a big world out there and we'll always be around to chat to/support you in your endeavours however we're able. See you back on the horse in short order. Aulian. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaharim Posted October 9, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2008 Back on the horse. Rolling new as we speak. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dead Voodoo Doll Posted October 9, 2008 Report Share Posted October 9, 2008 get a wad of cash and go to a strip club or if you live in a college town, just crash a college party Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaharim Posted October 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 eh.. im a loner kinda geek. heh... stating the obvious. I'd rather save my money and buy another peltier or two for my processors. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Deptore Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 What's a peltier? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 Isn't it like a type of dog or something? lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest emp_newb Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 Well if your a nerd, get Steam, load up the latest Counterstrike hacks, and pillage everyone and make it BLATANTLY obvious your hacking. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gradrel Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 I think they have something to do with cooling your computer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaharim Posted October 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 A peltier is a small square that takes anywhere from 5 watts to.. well.. how much money are you willing to spend? the basic premise of the peltiers is this: When you apply voltage to the power leads one side gets REALLY hot, and the other side gets REALLY cold. For the more powerful peltiers, like the ones I have (160 watts each), You need a water cooling system to cool off the hot side. The cold side, obviously, is applied to the CPU. As of now, I have a Pentium 4 chip with a native speed of 2.8Ghz that's running at a stable 4.1Ghz and a steady temp of 108F under full load. You can search for more details on how a peltier works online anywhere. There's a plethora of information on them. And I'm not a nerd... I'm a geek. Nerds carry pencil holders and calculators... As a Geek, I actually know what I'm doing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a-guitarist Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 ... why would she pick someone else if you can do that kind of magic under the hood? Women never cease to amaze me (take that either way you want, it's meaning changes with my mood ). Glad to have ya back. Keep on keeping on, is all I can say. And always remember, there may be more fish in the sea, but you're in the middle of a desert... so it's gonna take more ingenuity to find them. If you can overclock your gear like that, I think you've got it covered. Also, Nerds get grades... we geeks? Not so much, but we can. a-g Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 Geek Squad! Yes, that was my Badge. Yes I wore it with pride. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mindflayer Posted October 10, 2008 Report Share Posted October 10, 2008 Hey Jarred, "When you're going through hell, keep on going." -Winston Churchill Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaharim Posted October 11, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 Thats funny actually Zrothum because I work at best buy!! HA! Anyway... Thanks for all the support guys. I'm keepin on, keepin on. And A-G, Man I tell you... Back in the day when the P4 was all that, it took one PRETTY penny to make my rig purr like it does. It's funny though, that when I go to lan parties, my P4 still gives those hafnium infuzed 45nm Dual core duo's a run for their money. Here... to complete my claim to Geek godliness... here are my system specs... of my main beast anyway. P4 Chip native running speed 2.8, O.C. speed 4.1ghz 4gigs of DDR2 PC8500 Dual channel ram 2 x Visiontek Radeon HD 3650 Video Card - 1GB GDDR2 (crossfire) ((Don't like Nvidia.)) Raid config of 4 maxtor Hard drives running at 7200rpm - 500 gigs each Creative Labs SB X-FI Titanium Fatal1ty Sound Card 5.1 Klipsch THX cert. surround sound speaker system 2 x Samsung Touch of Color 22" Widescreen LCD Monitor - 2ms, 20000:1 (Dynamic), 1680x1050 Koolance EXOS-2 LX External Water Cooling Kit feeding water to both CPU heat sink blocks and GPU heat sink blocks. 2 x Thermaltake 800 watt power supplies, one for the system, one for the peltiers. and 4 x 160w peltiers, One on the CPU, two on the GPUs' (Graphics processing unit) and One on the north bridge. And all the other fun crap a real gamer would need. Funny thing is... Guess what I run on this beast of a machine most.... Gmud... for forsakenlands. YES! GEEK GODLINESS PROVEN! I REIGN SUPREME! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a-guitarist Posted October 11, 2008 Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 P4 Chip native running speed 2.8, O.C. speed 4.1ghz 4gigs of DDR2 PC8500 Dual channel ram 2 x Visiontek Radeon HD 3650 Video Card - 1GB GDDR2 (crossfire) ((Don't like Nvidia.)) Raid config of 4 maxtor Hard drives running at 7200rpm - 500 gigs each Creative Labs SB X-FI Titanium Fatal1ty Sound Card 5.1 Klipsch THX cert. surround sound speaker system 2 x Samsung Touch of Color 22" Widescreen LCD Monitor - 2ms, 20000:1 (Dynamic), 1680x1050 Koolance EXOS-2 LX External Water Cooling Kit feeding water to both CPU heat sink blocks and GPU heat sink blocks. 2 x Thermaltake 800 watt power supplies, one for the system, one for the peltiers. and 4 x 160w peltiers, One on the CPU, two on the GPUs' (Graphics processing unit) and One on the north bridge. I love it when you talk dirty. a-g Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jaharim Posted October 11, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 I love it when you talk dirty. a-g Ha! If talk like that only worked in the real world! I'd have a harem by now... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 11, 2008 Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 Eh, I built a nice rig myself. AMD dual core, SLI'd nvidia 8800gt ocs, 4gb ram.....dont feel like posting all the particulars. Ran WoW like crazy and AoC....CS:S...Crysis ran decent....and now Im playing FL again. Go figure Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Implementor Anume Posted October 11, 2008 Implementor Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 Men are a lot worse in regards to cheating than women from my experiece. Men are pigs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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