Zrothum Posted October 23, 2008 Report Share Posted October 23, 2008 Well, the time for my move is just around the corner now and I have no idea how long it will be before I am back on my feet, nor how things will be financially when I try to go to school. Could be weeks or months before I am back here playing again. One thing I will not be doing is playing here until I have squared some emotional stuff away in my life. Too often with my character was I letting my frustrations and depression bleed through into the game and influence the direction I took with my character. I got way too emotionally involved with my character due to the insane amount of time I was investing into it and letting things get to me personally that should have just been shrugged off by logging out for a day, maybe two. Instead I let it fester until it popped. I appreciate everyone I've been able to interact with for the past several weeks I've been back. I am glad FL is still around and is in very capable hands. My goal is not come back as Zrothum. I've got alot of baggage associated with this name, and whether or not it holds me back in game, I don't know for certain. Regardless, I have used this game as a channel for negative energy, and because of it, have done and said alot of things I am not proud of you. Alot of you have the wrong conception about who I am as a person, because of the persona that is displayed both on the forum and in the game. Until i can play this game the way I know it deserves to be played and actually be myself, instead of just some internet identity trying to blow off some steam and "Get his"....I won't be back. So, this is Zrothum, saying goodbye forever essentially. When I come back it will be several states away, with a new outlook on alot of things, and with a new ISP. My current characters, if not deleted, won't be touched again. The bad mouthing and insults and manners I've exhibited due to the rationality I've had while being here will no longer exist. The only thing holding me back in this game is not my PK, not my RP...but my reasons for being here in the first place. So, basically, lol....until I find a shrink willing to deal with me...I'm not gonna let myself bring this game down anymore. I will see you all in the future...look for a forum handle called "Virigothsbabysmamadrama" lol Auf weideresehn, William Emmerich Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Djriacen Posted October 23, 2008 Report Share Posted October 23, 2008 Good luck exploring the infinite abyss, man. I figured a quote from an amazing writer was a good way to send my condolences. Later Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Twinblades713 Posted October 23, 2008 Report Share Posted October 23, 2008 Take it easy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yxlist Posted October 23, 2008 Report Share Posted October 23, 2008 Good luck man. Hope it all works out for ya! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
f0xx Posted October 23, 2008 Report Share Posted October 23, 2008 Good luck and don't forget this is just a game man. You can be very cool when you want it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A Poet's Blade Posted October 24, 2008 Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 About god damn time. I can't count the nights I have been laying in bed thinking, " Man, when the hell will he just give up? " But seriously, a vacation (from you) is needed no matter what you are giving up. Its temporary, but a college education is permanent. Learn some **** for once, eh? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WagesofSin Posted October 24, 2008 Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 Damn man, Aendros was great Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 24, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 Just keep an eye out for another Elf pally knight in about 1-2 months. He will be better than Aendros in both RP quality and play quality. Damn man' date=' Aendros was great [/quote'] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aeva Posted October 24, 2008 Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 =/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 24, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 Turns out I was wrong....getting paid next friday, so hopefully I will be on a bus next weekend. lol been reading some of my old forum posts from last year....Can't believe I was about to marry this woman....she told me i was her soulmate, wanted to have my child, marry me, needed me..........and then just completely rips my heart from my chest. Still dealing with that devastation....on top of losing my job.....it's just been a really crappy month for me. Hit rock bottom so to speak....and here I am going off about it on an interwebz forum..... :-( i r teh drama queenz Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mya Posted October 24, 2008 Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 Good luck Z. And a tip, next time do not post who you play. It makes for a very smooth sailing... Since you are staying one more week, heres and idea for you. Shelve your characters. Create a human adv perk evil BMG, with mark. Pinacle, and go serve as PK foder for Knights. Remenber to not rare dress... it's for fun. Or do the same thing with an Ogre berserker devastation. Or buy a book and stay away from FL for a week. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 24, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 24, 2008 I never openly revealed who I played until just recently, when saying goodbye. Some people knew it was me from one or two of my forum posts (Im sure my posts in the Orodreth thread gave it away). But in the future, I won't be so "active" on the forum, and I will have a different handle...so things will be a bit different in regards to that. And I do have a book - The Fable 2 Strategy Guide lol............and yet, I still can't get away from this game. Already ranked up something to 31 just trying to pass time, even knowing when I leave, he will never be touched again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Questioner Posted October 25, 2008 Report Share Posted October 25, 2008 Nah, I could tell who you were from your post on how to deal with the torments and your lament about the plot. Good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zrothum Posted October 25, 2008 Author Report Share Posted October 25, 2008 Well that's just because you question stuff too much, Questioner. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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