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Sorry, Aendros is gone. He's not deleted or denied, but when I finally get internet in the place I am moving to, I won't be using any old chars, or this forum handle. He felt betrayed in game be a fellow Knight, and left the cabal. Along with my personal life as it is and the other things shadowing him in game....he's laid his weapon down and seeks a life of solace.

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So did I. And others, I'm sure. *cough*sorryGradrel *cough Things were getting way too personal in game for me and like most of my chars lately I was getting way too emotionally involved. Just need to straighten some crap out in my life before I'm ready to play here with my full potential.

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I will play out the remaining time I'm here. I deserve that to Aendros and to those I've been involved with in this plot. Hopefully it ends soon....I don't have a bus ticket quite yet, waiting on some money to come through. If I don't get it before I get paid again (two weeks) then I'll be around a little while longer. But that's about it. I'm hoping my father lends me the ~200 bucks I need to ship my things. I've got enough for the bus ticket.

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So did I. And others' date=' I'm sure. *cough*sorryGradrel *cough Things were getting way too personal in game for me and like most of my chars lately I was getting way too emotionally involved. Just need to straighten some crap out in my life before I'm ready to play here with my full potential.[/quote']

I'm probably gonna stop doing small RP plots with mortals, since they always quit on me, *cough* Alanna *cough* Aendros.

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You know why?

See earlier post. :-)

Nah, I dunno man...a select few of you have gotten to really know me throughout the years I've played here. I really am a great player, all of my characters usually start out incredibly rock-solid. There have been one or two exceptions. The problem is I always let my life, or my feelings, totally ruin it. Aendros for example - 15 hours a day playing will make you feel like you've had the character ALOT longer than you really have. So I was getting very impatient in regards to cabal promotions, when in all reality I had only been V for about 5-7 days. I felt personally offended by the stuff going around in game about the "Ganging". So of course, I let that influence my character and became a bit of a jerk in game. And all it took was just one thing to totally set me over the edge.

Was it small and petty? Sure was. But again, Aendros had solid RP. My PK was spot-on, I thought. People can throw in the fishy scenarios that occured randomly...but they will forget about the countless 1v1 battles I've had and good kills I managed.

What I am trying to say is - there is a reason alot of my characters were brought into RP plots....some of you might see it as just coincidence. I'd say I definitely deserved it at the time. I've let the IMMs and the players down in some regards with them, I know - but, I guarantee when I come back fresh and start playing for the right reasons......the character will be epic.

edit: and bite me if the above sounds like conceited....I didn't mean to sound like that. It just bothers me when the only reason sometime of mine fails is because I got in the way of it's success, especially when I know I could have done better. And MORE than especially when it's a repeated occurrence lol

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