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Damn, you were one of my favorite people to fight. I'm gonna miss you. Great char, you were a powerhouse with that certain thing you kept doing. Man I hated it!

Better luck to you in the future.

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Man, that makes me upset. I've failed the PSI quest 3 times trying to get one. And you were doing very well, IMO. Most people were terrified, yet I haven't been around lately. Maybe lots of stuff made you mad recently. Best of luck on your next guy man, prolly lots of triby crap. They make me mad too. Sad you left before I got back:(

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Why did I delete?

Yes a death/full loot was the last thing that happened, but that was only the final straw for this camel.

Somewhere along the line I lost my RP, I started taking everything personally, and all I wanted to do was kill people. I was angry most of the time, and it didn't feel good.

Early in Zoix career it was fun, I was still experimenting with PSI skills and Syndicate skills, geat time. Then I started getting good, and people began to fear me. Then I started having this effect where when I logged on a bunch of people with bounties would log off, and I never saw any sign of life from Tribunal, it went from there being like 3 of them on when I was on to none ever. So I'd log a lowbie and bam all the people with bounties would be back on, I'd bring on Zoix, and they'd leave again.

I started wondring if this was a good thing for the mud, me actually forcing people to play something else. Of course a lot of people did stick around, people I didn't even really want to be at war with, people who I felt helpless to fight, but I tried, and I always hit a wall.

Then there were the gangers, even people I struggled with 1 on 1, mostly the Knights and Hope people, they would not hesitate to call for help every time I was against them. That was the source of the anger I mentioned above. I just wanted them dead and fulled, not Zoix, but ME. Not healthy.

Anyway somewhere along the line I stopped being "Classy". I went from not looting at all to craving a full/sac, and I found I was always cursing under my breath at the stuff that was happening in game. It was how I felt when I played Sverenox, if anyone remembers that Undead BLM Reaver.

Well I am done with power combo's, I am gonna explore RP and fun, the things that matter in this game. I don't like having a huge target on me and as some of you know from frustration, Zoix pretty much always had a get out of this bad situation card to pull, so I pretty much never died. Even my last death could have been avoided if I did not get greedy. But yah, I didn't like being pissed off 24/7, and I didn't like what I had become. All my plans and ambitons for Zoix pretty much went out the window once I got into revenge mode.

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Good work. Fought you over a couple of characters. There were no deaths involved but I got you close a few times. Damn that skill. I liked Zoix and you were surely improving with your PK on him.

Nothing wrong with craving a full loot/sac :P

Anyway, dunno if I know you from years back, but good luck with the next.

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Ya, I can understand that. Welcome to the realm of when you log on everyone logs off. That will always happen when you start getting the better of a lot of people. They are not really on board with the chance of them possibly dying and loosing all there nice EQ.

Had some good battles with you.. To bad IG we became friends and then you killed the fun for me wanting to hunt you.

So Reccum.. What we rolling? :P

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I retract my former statement, I understand why you quit. My current pinn and Zoix rather liked each other. We were forced to fight a few times, but to no end. I hope your next character take you away to that special place again, at this point I almost feel like you do. Just don't leave the game :)

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