Caesendara

[Archbishop Monk]

I truely dreaded doing this. I've held off and tried to start back into what I've wanted to do, but it just wasn't coming together.

I felt the same way Philantees did. My original purpose was to make a qclass/race that wasn't known for being a mass murderer. At least, not to the public eye. She was intended to be sinister and devious, not direct. But, I found mself stuck in an endless loop of PK with little RP. Thanks to those who helped as I stirred up a few things in the background and to those who were willing to RP between fights.

Thanks to all for the experience, but especially:

Anume - You are what keeps this game going on the social side. You take the time to make the experience feel real and I don't think we thank you enough for it. Sorry I didn't play this one all the way through, but my background was weak. I should have taken longer to develope more 'character'.

Philantees - I tried, but I was quickly feeling the same way you were. I love Pk, don't get me wrong. But the more I played, the more I felt I lost her personality.

Ahmenes - Everytime I roll something, I connect it to people. I felt we had a real connection and wanted it grow. Sadly, neither of us had a chance to really interact. The fews times we did were great though

Aeriana - The beginning brought me back into her personality. Thank you for the talks between fighting. After I got some eq again, it started to quickly get lost again. Thanks for the talks in between.

So many others, but this is getting too long so........scoresheet at the beginning and end.

/---------------\/----------------------------------------------\

| Caesendara || Pandemonius of PANDEMONIUM |

\---------------/\----------------------------------------------/

| Str: xx(xx)^6 || Level: 50 Sex: F Age : 60(215) |

| Int: xx(xx)^7 || Class: lich Ethos: chaotic |

| Wis: xx(xx) || Race : lich Align: evil |

| Dex: xx(xx)^1 || Hp : xx/xx Exp : xx/xx |

| Con: xx(xx)^1 || Mana : xx/xx |

\ Lck: [|||||-] \/ Move : xx/xx +Hit: 6 +Dam: 14 /

/---------------/\------------------/\--------------------------\

| ARMOR || SAVES || Deity : Chayesh |

| Slash : -418 || Spell : -18 || Faith : Necropsy |

| Pierce: -413 || Afflictive : -49 || Weight: xx/xx |

| Blunt : -416 || Maledictive: -29 || Items : xx/xx |

| Magic : -501 || Mental : -42 || Prac : 10 Train: 3 |

| || || Gold : 9262 |

\---------------\/------------------\/--------------------------/

/ Condition: You are a bit worn out from your wounds. \

\---------------------------------------------------------------/

/---------------\/----------------------------------------------\

| Caesendara || Pandemonius of PANDEMONIUM |

\---------------/\----------------------------------------------/

| Str:xx(xx)^2 || Level: 50 Sex: F Age : 89(410h) |

| Int: xx(xx) || Class: lich Ethos: chaotic |

| Wis: xx(xx) || Race : lich Align: evil |

| Dex: xx(xx)^2 || Hp : xxxxx/xxxxx Exp : 76196/367804 |

| Con: xx(xx) || Mana : xxxxx/xxxxx |

\ Lck: [|||||-] \/ Move : xx/xx +Hit: 6 +Dam: 6 /

/---------------/\------------------/\--------------------------\

| ARMOR || SAVES || Deity : Anume |

| Slash : -361 || Spell : -11 || Faith : Necropsy |

| Pierce: -371 || Afflictive : -46 || Weight: xx/xx |

| Blunt : -381 || Maledictive: -16 || Items : xx/xx |

| Magic : -376 || Mental : -38 || Prac : 1 Train: 1 |

| || || Gold : 3973 CP: xxxxx |

\---------------\/------------------\/--------------------------/

/ Condition: You have a few cuts and bruises. \

| You are ready for a cabal promotion. |

\---------------------------------------------------------------/

I cant remember how many masteries.

Please deny her. I tried taking a break to work out my RP frustration, but it changed things and now I'm seriously disappointed in her. I'll log on later and sac, cabal leave and all.

[samag08]

Honestly, with just getting back into the 50 groove again I was a bit shy around your char knowing what I know liches to be capable of and what I do not;) . I now regret not interacting more personally with you for my current char is probably the most rp based character I have ever had here in all my years of FL. A shame that I let the opportunity pass. Please clear your head and come back with another character. FL needs good players trying to make it feel "real" now more than ever I think.

[Mmm Coffee]

I thought you RP'd well from my perspective. I really thought Caesendara was played by a woman! Who cares if you get tangled up in fighting a lot...that's part of the game. Some days it's intense, others it's relaxed.

Sorry it ended the way it did

[Twinblades713]

You can't let the pk distract you! Force that RP! Remember, it's not their world, it's yours. Even with enemies knocking at your doorstep, forcing your hand I promise there are ways to have the fun you want. PM me if you want, I REALLY REALLY liked Caesendara and I would implore you to reconsider.

[Archbishop Monk]

Thanks guys. It's not that I PK made me lose her RP. It's that I lost focus with her and forgot who she was. Her personality. Granted, people change over time. But I honestly found I didn't DESIRE to rp with her anymore and that is not a place you want a qrace in ever.

[f0xx]

Caesendara was a very well played character. Wish you would have stuck a bit longer with her.

Good luck with your next one, and remember, if people don't want to RP - MAKE THEM!

[H&R]

Caesendara was dangerous and one of the very few to have killed my most recent char. Props.

[Archbishop Monk]

Caesendara was dangerous and one of the very few to have killed my most recent char. Props.

How come every time I roll something, you have to up and become my nemisis! Onalraer vs Masokant. Anister and one I won't name. Caesendara vs I know who. Can't you be on my side for once?

J/k. I enjoy the rivalry. Well, no point in ending the feud I guess. Now I'll have to roll something to be YOUR nemisis.

[H&R]

How come every time I roll something, you have to up and become my nemisis! Onalraer vs Masokant. Anister and one I won't name. Caesendara vs I know who. Can't you be on my side for once?

J/k. I enjoy the rivalry. Well, no point in ending the feud I guess. Now I'll have to roll something to be YOUR nemisis.

Looking forward to it