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Iyorvin

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The last few years I've only been back a month or two before taking breaks. I think it's because I burn myself out, and have a very addictive personality. Anyone else have this issue? I'm having playing attacks because I had to stop to make supper lol. Got my first pk today since my return, and I"m finally starting to settle in again, the hands sweating, the arms shacking, my knees buckling, and I'm freezing cold in nervousness. Anyone else still get these types of symptoms :)

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I used to be so cool and collected. Had my plans on how I could face so and so, and execute them no problem. Now it's like, ok, been waiting for this badass all day. Lets do this. Then stand there and do nothing completely blank and void of what to type.

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The last few years I've only been back a month or two before taking breaks. I think it's because I burn myself out' date=' and have a very addictive personality. Anyone else have this issue? I'm having playing attacks because I had to stop to make supper lol. Got my first pk today since my return, and I"m finally starting to settle in again, the hands sweating, the arms shacking, my knees buckling, and I'm freezing cold in nervousness. Anyone else still get these types of symptoms :)[/quote']

I get these every time I come back also. Especially if I know it's going to be a tough fight. It's almost like a heart attack combined with an adrenaline rush. But not after logging, in fact sometimes I log so I can calm down and come back slightly more collected. In my short time back I've managed to get two lucky pks with about 10 pk deaths, and every near experience between them all has been just as intense.

I'll always be addicted to FL...

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