Atticus Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 Man there's alot to say, but first I'd like to thank everyone for the interaction on what I feel was one of my best characters. My first shaman, my first E and L idk it was quite the opposite play style I've done for years and I really really enjoyed it. As for why I'm deleting, I really just felt in the end staying in my position and character brought out at times the worst in people, even myself. I felt like there was just so much infighting I couldn't focus on bolstering the Nexus position, I think in the end I would have been better suited to reaver haha. What I regret most was gaining the edicts of discord and feeling like I couldn't live up to them. I had people trying and did knock me down, at best I have a few pages of rp written up concerning the madness and the first demon which was actually man, but touched with divine grace. The gist of it was the church stole the teachings of discord and destroyed the edicts to have the one holy book. Yeah, it's a sad moment to force the idea from my hands but it's lost on me now. Thank you to the imms, volg kass azzy, everyone really for the fun. I know my decision probably disappointed some of you. All in all however I found myself logging in to fight amongst my peers in faction and I understand that's the Nexus way at times, but both in my mind and from dezlos perspective in the end it showed I failed as a player and dezlo as a character concept. The premise of dezlo was simple, he was to show the development of one through the tides of ambition and gain, slowly realizing with power comes sacrifice. For some gained much is lost, and for a time he was held a crown that he realized was indeed heavy. I sought to try to get everyone on a similar page, and try to mentor many in the hopes of seeing the fortress stand strong against all. In that I know I failed, which indeed bummed me out. In the end though it was super fun but his retirement is something that needed to be done. I'm not going to do any character specific shout outs because they are too long to list really, and not all interactions were positive. However I do hope amongst some of you Dezlo was enjoyable. Much love. A. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Twinblades713 Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 Solid character. Grats on your first Elder and Leader dude, you've come a long way. Dezlo was fun to interact with, no pushover, and definitely did the shaman life justice. Well done, stick around! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tantangel Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 Not going to lie, I thought for sure @Twinblades713 was Dezlo. Great character and I always had positive interactions with him. Sometimes too brief of interactions, but I had a few times where I couldn't stay for too long due to IG promises to help elsewhere and RL priorities that kept me from interacting too long. Great character though, I'm sure he'll be missed by more than you may think. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
P_body Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 What are the edicts of discord? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Implementor Kassieti Posted September 15, 2019 Implementor Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 You came a long way from that curious little creature that spoke about toys and birds. It's a shame that some potential there is gone, though I wish you luck on your next. I still have that doll, by the way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azravik Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 RIP Now roll me a Knight. 😇 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Imoutgoodbye Posted September 15, 2019 Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 Just now, Azravik said: RIP Now roll me a Knight. 😇 No Knights. Go back to your corner. Nice work, Brother Atticus. Now, roll a Savant with me. 😁 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atticus Posted September 15, 2019 Author Report Share Posted September 15, 2019 Dezlo I think was my last. I don't want to get into why really because I think it'd stain his departure but nexus knows why. It was pretty crushing, and in the end I felt Dezlo should go because i felt ic emotions creeping into dezlos rp. It was mega fun while it was real and lasted though, so thank you guys for those times. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
P_body Posted September 16, 2019 Report Share Posted September 16, 2019 Too bad. Was really interested to interact with you more. Was gonna be fun. And while your circumstances seemed to suck for ya. I would have liked to see you bounce back. Think you could have.. Were a you saying OOC emotions were seeping into the rp? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Implementor Kassieti Posted September 16, 2019 Implementor Report Share Posted September 16, 2019 On behalf of Belsoqse: Quote You and I covered a bunch of ground, but I could tell you were losing interest and I was saddened. I could tell you were stirring the pot in new ways. I had hoped our two paths would align again and we could make chaos around the lands. I understand though the need to change things up when your not having fun. - Belsoqse, the Elder Orb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Atticus Posted September 16, 2019 Author Report Share Posted September 16, 2019 I loved ya bel, we had some cool stuff in the beginning and even there in the end I was trying to test out whatever roleplay I was going to go with the see how you would react. In the end though just like you said I was just for a better word over it. Unlike me I hope you're able to continue through the madness thank you for the fun memories Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Imoutgoodbye Posted September 16, 2019 Report Share Posted September 16, 2019 @Atticus, maybe it would be nice to just relax and play a character that's more reactive than proactive. Just jump on, enjoy the ride, and take the reigns again when you're ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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