Keep trucking along man. I know you're new, and I tried helping you out in-game as much as I could, but there's just certain things I can't say without going out of character.
Read as many of the help files as you can, use the newbie channel when you need to ask questions (if you still can, not sure.) If you can't use it, I'm sure most players would be able to help you, but if you can't phrase your question in an in-character manner, I'm sure a helpful imortal would be willing to give you a hand.
Good luck, welcome to foresaken, and you can always ask questions on here, or pm me until you get access.
Cheers.